Resistance
I recently moved through some resistance. I was shocked to discover all the factors I had unconsciously created to keep the status quo. "Some resistance" could be a slight understatement. I am talking about having a set up in place for a little more than a year that guaranteed I would not have to go deeper into my process. Deeper, is where I might really feel my need and my lack of trust. "Moved through" means I've become aware of it through an organic process with my practitioner and made conscious choices to unearth the set up. How did I move through it? And why not sooner? I believe Grace moved me through it. My underlying, passionate intention to be in truth moved me through it. That I keep showing up, moved me through it. I don't know why I didn't move through it sooner, it was unconscious. I know what is important, is not to use it against myself, where it could become a whole new form of resistance. I hold myself with compassion. My resistance comes from my humanity. Grace comes from my Divinity and I am grateful. When I take the risk to trust another human being to be with me, as I really feel my need, I have more of me. Because it is the truth. I love Core Energetics!

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